just can't do it

I know these blogs are supposed to be happy....but I'm just not. As a friend said God is testing my faith and I have prayed to become closer to him and I have prayed more than I have in a long time, so I guess this time is a test. I just want the hurt and the stress to go away! There is a reason God brings people in your life and takes them away, it's just very hard to accept especially when they have the type of friendship you had wanted with that person with someone else.

I have also been upset about the situation I left little samson in. I returned him to his owner to only leave him by himself with another dog locked up in a wooden deck with no visitors. She says someone goes by the house twice a day but I have yet to see a car there and have seen no food or water the past couple of days. I did file a complaint and the officer went out there twice and says the dogs are being cared for. I too have to stop going by the house because my heart breaks everytime I see him.

I hope my next blog I will have something happy to write about :)

Valentine's Day!

What are your plans for tomorrow's special day? I unfortunately have to work at Academy so James and I are celebrating Valentine's Day tonight by going to one of my favorite places~Olive Garden. My mom gave us a gift card so thanks mom! I think tomorrow before I go in we may go to an early afternoon movie. I would love to see He's Just Not That Into You, but I doubt James will go for that so I'll have to see what else is out? Any recommendations?

So I never updated you all about what happended with the little dog I found. Surprisingly last week I got a call from this lady who said "I think you found my dog". I met her at her house and I think I was more excited than her so I handed him over and just prayed she was the rightful owner. Well wouldn't you know that I drive by her house about 4-6 times a day and not once seen her car there. I pulled into the drive and there is a room I can see from the front that I heard 2 dogs barking. The one I could see was a dachsund. I thought I heard little sammy and called his name but nothing. I don't remember if I told you but this dog was not in the best condition~his hair was matted and when I bathed him the water turned completely dark. So I plan on calling her today to ask if I could come see him (because she offered if I wanted to see him I could) and find out why is she never home and is she taking care of him!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!

Bad Blogger

So I have not been the best at keeping this up the past couple of weeks. I've been extremely busy at work and honestly should not be taking time out to write this. I've been a little down the last couple of days and without revealing the exact nature of what's going on I'll try to say what I can. It's never fun losing friends, especially when you didn't really do anything. I get sad every now and then about this person and I'm sad right now. I especially get sad when I'm watching the Bachelor because we were definately bachelor watching buddies. I get sad when I drive by this certain place we used to meet to eat lunch. I wish this person knew just how much I missed them. I may be wasting my time cause they may not even care that I miss their friendship. This person has befriended someone else and unfortunately I have to see that person almost every week which is very hard for me. If you will please pray that this hurt will go away because it has been almost unbearable these past couple of days!